yellowish pooh

081209

2009-12-08T07:22:00.000-08:00

its been weeks since my last blog. well, prom night have past. it was so great. and i already got a job as a promoter. well, the job not bad larh. work from monday to friday. so.... got no time to blog. wont be so active anymore. okie. gonna sleep now. bye!!!

121109

2009-11-12T06:38:00.000-08:00

his back. but im going KL this saturday. haix.... miss him so much. but im gonna enjoy shopping later!!! hahaha!!! when bugis and town with my dearest GF, Syaa Sibo. tiring doh. okie. im famish now. and i wanna eat. till next blog. ((:

101109

2009-11-10T00:58:00.000-08:00

First of all, congrats to Dang Anom for winning the 1st runner up for Piala Anak Seni. Baik!!!!

try to find me in the picture. dont we all look like twins??? haha!!!

my BOYFRIEND coming home tomorrow!!!! oh i miss him so0o0o0 much!!!!

tomorrow is my last paper. Yes!!!! can enjoy after that.((:

O level period

2009-10-30T00:25:00.000-07:00

first of all, maths paper have ended!!!! yeah. and now, im studying social studies. i wont be updating my blog till my O ended. ((:

end of paper:11/11/09

161009

2009-10-15T23:52:00.000-07:00

Haziqah is mad....
1) My handphone is giving me problem.
2) My boyfriend does not message me since yesterday night.
3) Cant upload my video
Urgh!!!!
okie. today my cousin getting married. gonna get ready in a while. i will be damn busy tonight and tomorrow. ouh god. mean while. enjoy this video!!! okie. im having trouble uploading this video. so just go to my facebook and watch it. the video R.A.K.A.N @ Gile Singing. damn funny. enjoy!!!

151009

2009-10-15T00:59:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to sembawang camp for a DeepaRaya show. firstly, felt irritated by Kak Nisa nagging.(sorry kak). but in the end. it was fun. especially when we were put in a room with the malay dancers. Kak Zaty, Q and Eina started dancing with the music. the way they dance, OMG!!! you just have to watch it. if i have the video, i would upload it. alrights?? so damn funny. yesterday, we were waiting for a long time our turned to perform. we thought after the malay dance, its our turn. WRONG!!! waited for about three singers and it is our turn. ((: of course the crowd applaud for us. but when Eina sing, they started to make noise. superstar konon. haha!!! but we have great fun. after the show ended, everyone was complaining of hunger. same as me. the whole day never eat. before going home, some decided to have supper at burger king. me and Syaa, we went home. go to my house, take school uniform and went to her house. had our 'proper' dinner at 11.30pm. cool arh?? diet for the day. haha!
dear, im sorry didn't tell you about yesterday show. i know you mad at me. didn't mean too.
and i learn a new word yesterday, 'kevirginan'

Already Gone

2009-10-15T00:53:00.001-07:00

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high, yeah
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone!

Graduation Day 121009

2009-10-12T03:36:00.000-07:00

today is the day where we graduated. it was sad. some cried. some was happy. some having mix feelings i guess. had a singing along session. take awards. and photo taking session.

more.....

more.....

more.....

and more pictures we took. =)

well, that the only photos i received. i will upload more if i have.

101009

2009-10-10T09:28:00.000-07:00

today,i was suppose to wake up at 5.30. but i woke up at 6am. obviously, i am late to meet my guy. reached amk about 7.30am. when to his house as he forget to take something. than, took taxi to bedok camp. and that stupid taxi driver. dont know the way until when we are reaching bedok camp than he told us"oh... bedok camp arh. near the hawker centre arh. from amk got shorter way." WTH!!! my BOYFRIEND already told him near bedok corner. like idiot you know. cheating our money. i followed my guy to his camp. there was this fast march competition at his camp. and he brought me along. well, obviously, i knew no one there except for Abg Daeng. well, daeng started his fast march first than my guy. well, i am lonely as i knew no one there. but Wandi, APIZ friend, brought his girlfriend along and i got company. while waiting, it was raining heavily. but they reach the finishing line at 11 sharp. from 9.39am to 11 am. see how long they took. well, the bag they carried was filled with sand. he looks cute carrying big bag behind him. hehe. =) while my guy was doing the march, some of his friend finished already as they when earlier than him. and my guy asked them to take a look out on me so that that Daaaaa will not get near me or what so ever. haha!!! how thoughtful. well, after it ended, when to my BOYFRIEND house. when there and Mali friends was there. help a little in the kitchen. than have lunch with his family. Mama asked me quite a lot of question. haha! and Abah keep advising me to study hard all that stuff. well, his family is easy to tag along. only me. i was so damn nervous. well, first time visiting. of course larh. after eating, watched tv together and APIZ send me home about 4.30pm. and i reach home about 6++. =) a long tiring and sleepy day.

Blow me a KISS

2009-10-10T05:17:00.000-07:00

It's like this (this) it's like that (that)
I got dough (dough) i got stacks (stacks)
I can't buy anything that i need (need)
But i gotta have u 4 free
I ain't neva paid 4 it in my life (my life)
So why the hell would i pay 4 a wife (wife)
I need luv (luv) yes i do (do)
But this is wat i need from u
Ooh a brother need luv and affection
A brother need tlcAnd i talkin bout chilli (chilli)
But i'll take chilli if she want it
Ooh a brother need cookin and cleanin
And when she say she luv me she mean it
Her insides pretty (pretty)
Hey hey hey
And if that's u (u)
Blow me a kiss (kiss)
2 let me know (know)
If u feelin me u can do better (hey)
Than that scrub that u with (than scrub that u with)
Baby all that u gotta do (gotta do) is blow me a kiss
Hey hey
Da-da-da da-da da-da da-da da-da-da da-da da-da da-da
Da-da-da da-da da-da da-da da-da
Blow me a kiss
Da-da-da da-da da-da-da da-da
Da-da-da da-da da-da
Blow me a kiss
I'm bout this (this)
I'm bout that (that)
I had hoes (hoes)(i spent stacks) stacks
I've had everything in my life (my life)
But i'm a have u tonight
Yeah i'm a have u... u...I need luv (luv) yes indeed (deed)
But this is wat u get from me (from me)
Ooh i'm a give u luv and direction
U can be my PYT i ain't talkin bout thriller (thriller)
But i could be your thriller if u want it
Ooh i don't need no cookin and cleanin
We can get a maid if we need it
Cause i'm on my brizz-ed (brizz-ed)
Hey hey hey
And if that's u (u)
Blow me a kiss (kiss) 2 let me know (know)
That u diggin me (diggin me) u can do better (hey)
Than that scrub that u're with (than scrub that u're with)
Baby all that u gotta do (gotta do) is blow me a kiss
Hey hey
Da-da-da da-da da-da da-da da-da-da da-da da-da da-da
Da-da-da da-da da-da da-da da-
Blow me a kiss
Da-da-da da-da da-da-da da-da
Da-da-da da-da da-da
Blow me a kiss
Blow me a kiss

091009

2009-10-08T22:21:00.000-07:00

it is a very hot day today. and im perspiring like hell.
today school feel like a short while. just come to attend three lesson. physics, chemistry and english. guess what?? im meeting my guy tomorrow. haha!!!! going to his camp. got whatever competition. well, just follow larh.
and the funny part this few days was, i kept msging my friend in a pantun way.
example:
"ada itik ada ikan,
kau dah makan??"
haha. destroying the pantun. today having dikir training. learning a new song. yes!!!! haha. okie. that all. gonna revise for my social studies.

081009

2009-10-08T04:17:00.000-07:00

today is the day my brother, Hadi enlisted for NS. i never go to school as i sent him to Pulau Tekong with my family. take a long time. we went out about 10.30am and reach home at 7 pm. wow!!!! haha!!!
about school. about two weeks to O level. and i still haven feel the stressness. WTH!!!! Haziqah!!! O level you know. study hard and stop playing. only two more weeks!!!! well, i've been doing my S.S notes lately and revise my maths and physic. hope to score it with flying colours. =)
my BOYFRIEND. i love you more and more dear!!!! its been 7 months we're together. hope we last long. his going australia on 191009 till whatever november. (i forget the date.) im gonna miss him so much. =)
alright. that all for now.......

Happy Thoughts =)

2009-09-15T06:45:00.000-07:00

FYI, i met my boyfriend on 30/09/09. well, i got event there and he was there to watch it. it was at Kampong Melayu. damn fun. we played kompang around the Kampong Melayu. tiring but fun. well, after the show, he asked me to go home with him take the Putra bus. like ya i dont want. but he insisted. well what to do, SAYANG punyer psl. =) reached woodlands around 12++, gave me taxi money and i went home. even though we spent a short time together, i still remember that day. =) but what i hate, in the bus, he told me to choose one of the activities i join. either KA or NC. of course i choose KA. but he disagree as he dont like that DAaaaaa guy. those who know him should know who i describe. but it is my passion. MY LIFE!!!
i also met him on 12/09/09. his turn to have the event at Kampong Melayu. after the show, we when Geylang Bazaar with Dino, Apul, Bard and 3 more guys and i dont know their name. =) it was so hot but fun. find carpet for my guy. and they all disturb him. "Aamah!!" haha! sorry dear. also, find baju his baju kurung. he wanted to know how's my purple look like. it was a long search till we found one baju kurung the same as mine. not dark, not light. haha! and about my dad. he took my guy phone number and save it in his phone. and he asked me to bring him home during hari raya to get to know him. haha!!! how sweet. =) on that day, i reached home at 12.30am, dino send us with his van. thnx dino!!
about my prelim results, my teacher said i get 27 points. good write. haha!!! buck up haziqah!! O's coming. today attend lots of career talk. was so damn sleepy.
till my next blog.

250809

2009-08-25T11:07:00.000-07:00

today no skuwl!!! no paper no skuwl!!! anyone wanna order kueh raye from me?? confirm chop2 sedap. i sell sugee $15 for 100 pieces n chocolate chip $20 for 100 pieces. nice tau!!! abt my BOYFRIEND. he promise me one thing n i will hold on to ur promise dear. dont disappoint me dear.
okie. that all. till my next blog. =)

sowie.....

2009-08-19T07:15:00.000-07:00

sowie for not updating a long tyme. was busy preparing for my prelim. but not so actually. haha!!! me and gf, we're fine. love her much! and guess wat?? my O mly, i got dinstinction A2!!! haha!! after 3 takes, at last. mwaahahahaha....
sad part, i think my bf is toying with me. i dont noe. i just feel that we are friend n not more than that. haix..... maybe i wont feel the sense of lose after losing him. hmm.... any opinion???
btw, maybe me n syaa goin mac later to study. tmr no skuwl as we dont have paper. yipee!!!!
that all for now. wait for my next blog after O i guess.
=))

110709

2009-07-11T06:42:00.000-07:00

when will i get to see eu?? do eu noe how much i miss eu?? aku stress!!!!! we got the time to meet, but he will always come up with a lot of excuses. this week is ur last week to stay out n eu will be in camp for 1 month. aaaarrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fyi, im at QUZAIMAH house. i dont feel like goin home this few days. i dont noe y. i just feel that being at home only bring more stress to me. also, yesterday training was damn stressing. drag......... drag... drag....... that wat come out from his mouth always. pancit tau!!!! haix... all this for the upcoming competition. hope we will do fine up there. gd luck to all my girls!!!! (=

today undangan was fun n we did quite a mistake. the wind was blowing strongly till i cant control my kude. n that "cute" Qu, was really damn noisy. till we lose our concentration. and i like my make up today. the powder only. hehehe. sowie kak!!! okie2. that all. im too tired for the day. till my next blog. =)

2009-06-26T00:50:00.000-07:00

first of all, sowie to all that try to call or msg me. my pp8 low!!!!!! i have not top up yet. wait till end of the month aites?? be patience. haix.... now i wanna do my ss homework online. but cant go the website. damn it!! i just cut my hair. actually, did some thinning only. well, quite nice actually.
AKU RINDU KEKASIHKU!!!!! =(
at last, we going for dikir barat competition. yeah!!!! waited for this for a long time. but confirm stress. my prelim coming. my O level english/malay oral coming. stress2!!!! must study hard to make satisfied my mom.
next sunday, 050709, my abg sedara getting engage. and his bro getting married on october if im not wrong. okie. that all for now. till my next blog!! =)

2009-06-21T12:10:00.000-07:00

i just finish writing my article at 3.10am!!! hebat! haha. just now, i went to woodlands to watch kuda kepang. it was like scary. prefer goin to geylang one. safer. haha!!! but it was fun though. wawa was crying and syaa was cubiting people. =) i truely enjoy today outing. we play bowl today with kak zaty, syaa, q, wawa and adg mady. was held by woodlands meac or something. fun2!!!! looking forward to more enjoying day. okie. damn sleepy. nite2!!!!

2009-06-16T05:48:00.000-07:00

14 hari ku mencari dirimu
untuk menanyakan dimanakah dirimu
14 hari ku datangi rumahmu
agar engkau tahu tertatihku menunggumu

aku kangen sama kamu
apa kamu udah gak sayang aku

maafkanlah aku lari dari kenyataan
bukan karena aku tak punyai rasa sayang
maafkanlah aku mencoba tuk berlari
karena satu hati engkau pasti kan mengerti

* kamu pacar terbaikku
walau hanya sekejab di hatiku

reff:
mengapa hanya sekejab saja
ku merasakan indahnya dengan dirimu
mengapa hanya untaian kata
ku rasa tiada sempurna cerita cinta kita

repeat reff [2x]

sweet 17 =)

2009-06-16T05:37:00.000-07:00

14 june have past and im 17!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha!!!! well, i celebrated it on 13 june, with my family. quite fun. it was held at Aloha Changi. quite near to old changi hospital. but i never go there, well. . . . too scared. haha!!!! but on 14 june, that the best. i celebrated it with bdk2 nayaga after keluaran. the brought me to one place, bought me a cake. which i didnt eat. sowie deh. hehe. n guess wat??? they pour me 3 bottle of plain water, n flour!!!! n i look "pretty" with the flour on my face. i was lucky to have extra cloth. haha!! even though i have not experience this birthday bash, i truelly love it. thnx Nayaga Chimande!!!! love you guys lots for making my birthday a memorable one.

2009-05-26T01:21:00.000-07:00

my birthday coming!!!! yeah!!!! this saturday we have gamelan show. cant wait. haha!!! im not sure if i wanna become juara. like dinah say, suare aku sumbang. but syaa thinks it okie. well, i dont know. just wait for this friday. next week malay O level. hahaha!!!! stress. k. that all larh. too tired to type. Doodles!

Confuse!!!!

2009-05-12T01:16:00.000-07:00

well, he did called me during our 2 months anni. at night. but did not know that our two months. but im happy he finally called me after weeks not contacting. we was suppose to meet last friday(090509). unfortunately, last min, he need to go back camp for his guardduty. okie fine with me. but why he didnt msg me earlier?? after i asked him than he said. WTH!!!! so, im fine with that. we're okie than. but the next day, i asked him out to my friend chalet. he said see first. i asked him if he gonna slp the whole day on saturday. he said no. okie. so i waited for his sms as i asked him to wake up at 3pm. but he didnt msg me! till now(120509), its been 4 days. haix... sometimes i feel if he still lovin me. he love me from the bottom of his heart. haix. . . .

im happy now cos KA semakin besar. hope those who just join will stay on with us. O level malay comin. (010609) aaaarggghhhh!!!!! hope i acheive A this tyme. till than.
BYE!!!!!

I MISS YOU, DEAR.

2009-05-04T02:39:00.000-07:00

>Bukan Ku Tak Sudi<
Mudahnya waktu melafazkan janji
Engkau dan aku berdua serupa
Rupanya mentah di dalam mainan... percintaan
Telah pun ku bentangkan segalanya
Mencari entah dimana silapnya...
Jelas asmara kecundang jua...

>Tragedi Tenda Biru<
Tanpa undangan diriku kau lupakan
Tanpa putusan diriku kau tinggalkan
Tanpa bicara kau buatku kecewa
Tanpa berdosa kau buat ku merana

>Kehadiran Mu<
Kehadiranmu saat disisiku
Entah kenapa aku tertunggu-tunggu
Masa-masa untuk kita bersama
Menuju waktu yang bahgia

>Cintaku Di Permainkan<
Tidakkah kau tahu sayang betapa ku sayang padamu..
Engkaulah insan yang ku cinta untuk selama-lamanya..
Tapi disebaliknya apa yang kau berikan padaku kasih dan sayang kini tiada..
pilunya di hatiku..
Kini kau berubah..
kau tak seperti dulu..
Mengapa sayangku mengapa engkau jadi begini..

2 months anniversary

2009-05-04T00:07:00.000-07:00

Today is our two months anny. and i dont believe it. time past that fast. amazing! how we celebrated it??? ignoring each other. haix..... he already come back from taiwan. and going back camp either tuesday night or wednesday. but cant he meet me just for awhile so that i wont miss him anymore. let go of the 'miss' that i keep for the last a month ago. he said he still love me. but why does i feel that there is a gap between the two of us?? you say you still love me like you do the first time you confess to me. but i feel like NO!!!! why??? what going to happen between us?? i still love you sayang!!! very2 much!!!!!

2009-04-22T21:30:00.000-07:00

He will return next week. i cant wait for his arrival. =) Haziqah waiting for eu. =) im missing him damn much. its been long i wrote it. so here i go.

First of all my condolences to my dearest girlfriend. Allah s.w.t lebih menyayangi dier. so be strong to face the dugaan. semoga rohnya dirahmati Allah s.w.t. dont sad2 aites GF??? in a day, two things happen to you. just be strong to face the challenges. i will be there for you. LOVE YOU!!!

Second, im not sure if i officially in nayaga. but i will after O level. it was damn fun learning the Gendang. wak nin taught me. i dont know that its gonna be that fun. one more thing. i followed them to keluaran last Sunday. i dont know its gonna be happening going for keluaran. and im going this Saturday to play instead of taking photo for them. =) just cant wait for the day. tmr, there's training. it been two weeks i have not go for my dikir training. Missing the babes damn much. that all for now. my english lesson have ended. till my next blog. bye!!!

CONFUSE!!!!

2009-04-14T00:44:00.000-07:00

im still loving him. i know he hurt me that much. but i dont want to let him go. i truelly love him. =( why must i suffer the pain. what is he doing now in taiwan??? hmm. . . im missing him now. just cant wait for him to come back. but im just scared that when he come back, i w ill lose him. aaaarrrgggghhhhh!!!!!!!! what a confusing situtation. but sometimes, you need to let go of your loved ones for his own happiness even though it hurt. haix. . . .

HATE HIM!!!!!

2009-04-08T22:19:00.000-07:00

after all i love you with all my heart, this is how you return it to me???? declaring you are still single! wth!!! what are you trying to do?? toying with my heart. your promises are all rubbish!!!!! you promise me that you would not hurt me, but now???? you are hurting me damn much!!!! n i hate it!!!! why must you do this to me??? what did i do wrong???? im fucking hating you now!!!!!!!! you took my love and put in on the shelf. i dont know what you want from me. taking my heart and throw it away. im willing to forgive you if you did any wrong. but not this. no forgivenss for you! i hate you! i hate you! i hate you! thnx for making me believe that you would hold on to your promises. but all that are just broken promises. i thought you could bring happiness to my life. instead, you bring sorrowness in me. because of you, i lost a friend. and now, i lost him and also you too! you are a JERK!!! and i hate you for doing this to me. if you cant keep your promise from the beginning, dont express your love to me, idiot! aaaarrrggggghhhh!!!!!! you are making me sick! just get out from my life. after returning to taiwan, i hope you will get away from my life as far as posibble. after hearing you declaring yourself single, my heart crush into pieces. ='( n you are responsible for that!!!! time does not help to heal the wound. sometimes the wound would stay there forever and all thnx to you!!

thnx to my cousin for helping me. really love you girls!! to my GF, sowie if i say something wrong just now. didnt mean it.

Sick.Tired.Pain.Jealousy.Happy

2009-04-08T17:49:00.000-07:00

Im sick right now. havin a high fever. 38.05'C. and my body is aching. aaahhhhh!!!! havin a bad flu too. headache. im so damn tired. should not have go out yesterday. i should have rest at home but i need to accompany my gf. very important thing to do. but i regretting goin. cos i end up hurting myself. you may not realise it. =) im gd at keeping my secret.

why must the feeling of jealousy appear when i dont want it to. i just guess he is falling in love with you. really!!! i could sense that. dont deny it girl. im sure he got express it to you or going to. well, just wait n see. =)

im happy. you know why?? he msg me in the end. he said "Dear u tkcr.." at 2.34am. his goin taiwan for his NS. i really hope he's fine.

got to continue my elearn. super irratating using comp to study.

2009-04-06T01:52:00.000-07:00

Haziqah bored with her life. one after another promblem come. i just hate. n stress to face it. i msg him, but he never reply me. y??? is he busy??? i dont noe larh. sometimes i feel that being single is betta. i dont noe larh. im not regrettin fallen in love with him. i never regret my decision. maybe some. aaaaaaarrrrrrgggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y must you do this to me??? haix. . . just have fun going taiwan. i'll be missing eu.

2009-03-29T22:15:00.000-07:00

after a long time, i finally got to meet him yesterday. =) yesterday was so damn fun. we were enjoying ourselves. sowie to those i bingit at. does not meant to get mad at you girls. but no matter wat, i still LOVE you girls!

many things have happened. i almost lost a friend. but i was lucky. or we are lucky. we decided to be like siblings. his my bro n i am his cutey lil sister. haha!!! but im fine with it. that the only way for us to get close together. i really love my bro! his understanding you know. well i almost gonna lost him, i break down. but as usual, my GF always there. thnx SYAA!!! i love you!

okie gtg. wanna go out now to paya lebar. wait till my next blog. =)

Lots of loves,
HAZIQAH

2009-03-21T03:39:00.000-07:00

im now at syaa sibo house. she torture me. im like a servant to her. how dare she!!!! oh my dear. it been weeks i have not seen him n im missing him like mad!!!! when do i get to see him?? haix. . . . well, im at syaa house cos sumsort like celebrating her belated birthday. wateva larh! haha!

tmr my lil bro birthday. happy birthday bro!!!!
Happy Birthday to You!
Happy Birthday to You!
Happy Birthday to HAFIZ!!
Happy Birthday to You!
lol.

im really damn bored right now. syaa is helping her mom n her i am blogging. actually, i was waiting for him to msg me. but. . . . i dont noe. just need to be more patience Haziqah. okie. gtg. need to help her n her mom.

2009-03-17T23:21:00.000-07:00

HAZIQAH

SAYANG

KAMU

2009-03-03T03:27:00.000-08:00

Hey ya!!!!
haziqah in a delima!!!!!
i felt in love with someone, but im not sure is my feelimg true. he love me too. n he hope i wont dissappoint him. i hope i wont dissappoint him. but im not to confident our relationship could go far. well, im still hesitating to accept him. wat should i do??? Confuse!!!!!

Syaa sibo!!! dont worry. if he is playing with ur feeling, dont be sad. there's sumone who still love eu. rite??? so, dont worry, be happy! =)
till now,
TATA

Hugs & kisses
HAZIQAH

2009-02-21T22:15:00.000-08:00

Hello!!!! =)
its been months since i last blog. Well, im still not sure if i still wanna blog. i feel like deleting it cos it look likes im busy this year n my comp at home SPOIL!!! damn it!!! O level this year. ohhhh no!!! all the best o all takin O's. =) okie. time to write.

This past few months, many thing happen. well, i also dont noe. I feel like im drifting apart from my friends at school. Whenever i turn around, i saw them whispering to each other. There's even one time they gossip just beside me. WTH!!!! Just hate this kind of friends. but no worries. i still got SyaaSibo. i love eu SYAA!!! for me, i think Syaa know me betta than that friends of mine. In fact, i dont even give a them if the gossips abt me. heck care arh!!!! im happy with my life even though they did not exist. fuck off!!!!

Well, i dont noe whether i'm happy now with my life. there this guy by the name of nazri,(terase sorry) cant stop bothering me. eu want me to be ur listening ear?? eh!!! who do eu think eu are??? tkde mase arh nk dgr kau mengadu. gi arh kat betina laen kalau nk mengadu. back off arh boy!!! stop bothering my life!!!! i just hope eu read this JERK!!!

hmm. . . looks like the one i love will always be taken away before i get the chance to tell him. how do eu define, "i will always love eu"??? i dont noe. looks like a word with a strong meaning. CRAP!!! it's just a word to ease ur heart. after a while, i doesnt bare any meaning. like what i wrote in my previous blog, words are just words, it doesnt bare any meaning unless eu prove it to me.i guess that wat guy love to do. saying I LOVE YOU for the sake of saying. but no worries. im happy now with my life without any guy.

but i guess im happy now with my life. my dikir friends surrounding me. they always put a smile on my face. i LOVE them so much!!!!! niwae, congrats to syasya for being a juara for our next show. =)

Concentrate on O's!
Back-off boy!

*hugs n kisses*
HAZIQAH

2008-12-15T19:57:00.000-08:00

Aku sekarang di rumah Nur Dinah Aqilah. Nanti dier nk tdor umah aku.

Btw peeps, this saturday who wanna go for a make up section, eu are welcome to my house from 11am-1pm. =)

2008-12-10T23:26:00.000-08:00

long time i never edit. hmm . . many things happen. first, the dec birthday celebration. was so damn fun only when that girl arrive!!!! everything when wrong. that the first time i saw Kak Zaty lost her temper. i was just beside her n she start throwing thing to that girl. cant forget that day. i love the way Eina sound her. baek girl!!! hmm. . . .
noe what?? confessing yourself to me is not enough. prove it to me that you really mean it cos word are just word, sometime it doesnt bare any meaning to it. get it?? saying I LOVE YOU. so what??? i could also say that to eu. but do eu really mean it??? if yes, prove it to me. show me that eu really love me. if eu giging up on me, well, for sure eu not serious n thinking it a waste of time. wateva!!!!!
cant wait for tmr!!!! KA outin to sentosa. dont forget to bring extra clothes girl. all gonna get wet. hehe!!! wat doi wanna bring??? i dont noe. it raining now, i hope tmr not, so, will we have much fun bathing in the sun. =) see eu girls tmr!!!

btw, KA t shirt lawa larh seh!!!!
adios!!!!

P.S. aku benci MURNI!!!!

Loadx of Loves,
HAZIQAH

2008-11-17T21:48:00.000-08:00

yesterday, me, dinah n syasya go Vivo. quite borin actually. got notin to do. actually, im in a dilemma. one after another come to me. urgh!!!!! im just soOoOoO damn confuse right now. yesterday, i called him, well we talk. than when he heard my phone have a msg, he ask me to continue msg the guy im msging than he hung up the phone!!! wth!!!! but he ask for my forgiveness this morning. he said he's not in the mood. hmm. . . wateva larh. dinah overnight today. tmr than she go home. fun havin her slping at my house. just cant wait for this friday. we will be havin training. yesssarh!!!!btw, im starting to like this song. hahax.

Bukan Superstar by Project Pop =)

2008-11-14T23:20:00.000-08:00

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby you were dreaming of me
Call me crazy call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do you know I really really do
Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
Oh whoa .... yeah... oh...ooh...
I remember date and time
September twenty-second Sunday twenty-five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again I know, I guess I really really know
Well hey so much I need to say
lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away
Oh whoa .... yeah oh
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do you know I really really do
Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
Why do we never know what we've got till it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I had to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away
oh whoa .. yeah oh

151108

2008-11-14T20:38:00.000-08:00

hello!!!! the last saturday show was fun!!! we combine with the guys. happening!!! hehe. =) haix. . . now, lots of conflict happen in KA. Eina n si kecik tu!!! that little girl really wanna look for trouble!! bebual tkmo nk step big fuck arh!!! i guess she really want people around her to hate her. haix. . . kids nowadays. yesterday was soOoOoO BORIN!!! we dont have training. my day feel empty when we dont have any training. but, Kak Zaty say, we will resume back this friday. yipee!!!!! i miss all the KA girls!!!! Dinah ask me to slpover at her house today. but i dont want. too lazy to go out. i wanna go Vivo tmr. too long haven go there. hmm. . . maybe, i'll be starting to work next week. hope i get the job. too many student sign up for the part time job arh. now, friendster is under maintenence. urgh!!!!! frustating!!!! okie larh. that all for now. till i have the time to write agian. Adios!!! =)

011108

2008-11-02T01:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday training was so damn fun!!! i hope to have more training like yesterday. Nur Dinah Aqilah, stop it with ur 'KAN'. sing it properly. my ears in great pain when eu said the 'kan'. pity me larh dinah. those who never come yesterday, what a waste. we have so much fun lor. =) ya. Syasya told me that her dad brought us chicken murtabak. yum2!!! guess what?? even before we reach it already finish!! SEHRA!!!!!!! awk kasi abes!!! hahaha!!! but it okie. after all the laughter, the hunger are gone!! n Ajen, thnx for the wall paper eh??? lawah arh tu. WANTED. well, yesterday training i cant forget. looking forward for the upcoming training. =) yo cousin!!! when will we have our cousin outin again?? Amalina, when ur O finish??? than kite kuar shop2, watch movie or wateva larh eh. spend time together during the hols larh. Dinah!!! bile nk tdor umah aku agy??? im waiting darl. i guess, this friday i will slp at ur house, cos the next day will be our show. Nur Dinah Aqilah, here i come!!!!! =) n fyi, aku SAYANG sgt2 bdk nie eh?? she's MINE!!!

Mahligaimu Dari Airmataku

2008-10-31T20:13:00.000-07:00

Izinkan diri ku meluahkan rasa
Maafkanlah aku andai kau terasa
Biar ku paparkan apa yang terjadi
Moga engkau tak ulangi
Sungguh tak ku sangka kau berpaling tadah
Setelah lamanya menjalinkan cinta
Dalam diam-diam kau sudah berpunya
Tanpa aku menyedari semuanya
Aku mendoakan agar kau bahagia
Bersama si dia insan yang kau suka
Percintaan kita tak sampai ke mana
Setakat di bibir saja sayang
Kau bina mahligai dari air mata
Yang jatuh berderai di wajah sepi ku
Hancurnya hatiku bisa tak terkata
Terhumban rasa diri ku
Oh aduhai ku masih ingati
Janji manis dan saat romantis
Kau pinta ku supaya setia
Akhirnya kau yang berubah
Oh Tuhan ku tabahkan hati ku
Temukan ku dengan ketenangan
Jiwa ini dibelasah rindu tetapi apa daya ku
Ku cuba pejam mata tapi tak terlena
Kerana ku masih teringat pada mu
Begitu payahnya nak ku melupakan
Pernahkah engkau fikirkan
Oh sayang

THNX DINAH!

2008-10-23T23:41:00.000-07:00

thnx dinah for this skin. i love it. thnx very the much2!!!
tmr(241008), kompang competiton n perjumpaan hari raya on my dad side at jurong. i dont noe wish one to go. kompang comp is held at expo n for sure it will end around 10. the gathering at jurong strt around 7 end around 11. i dont noe which one to go. of course, if can, i wanna go both of it. the kompang i noe it gonna be damn fun!!! the gathering is the first gatherung ever where we will meet our generations that is gone for a long tyme. haix. . . im just confuse. btw, yesterday, KA went to kampong melayu to rent our clothes for our DeepaRaya show. wow!!!! that the first tyme we rent our clothes for our shoes. if not, we will always wear our own clothes. but it was fun! tryning out our clothes. aaaahhhh!!!! just cant wait for the day, 8 nov. okie. continue next tyme. wanna go for traning. n gd luck for the guys tmr!!!!

Loadx of loves,
HAZIQAH

2008-10-21T02:57:00.000-07:00

YO!!!

exam over!!!

yeah!!!

free from stress!!!

but guess wat, result is out

n i really dissappointed.

especially my maths.

guess wat i get??

20/80!!!!

idiot HAZIQAH!!!!

now, I NEED A MATHS TUTOR!!!

any volunteer???

starting from today till next week,

im havin forward track programme.

haix. .. .

so sian. . .

yesterday, Seri gi spain!!! ='(

im gonna miss her.

25 nie ade kompang comp!!!

yeah!!!!

n 25 nie pon Seri alek1

yeah!!! =)

Dinah!!!!

$6 jgn lupe byr this friday.

aku dah halalkn duit burger king tu.

hehehehehehe.

okie.

my bro turn to use the computer.

till than, BYE!!!

Loadx of loves,

HAZIQAH

2008-10-07T00:46:00.000-07:00

Hey!!!!!

it been a long tyme since

i wrote mt blog.

too busy n my house

internet disconnected.

stress!!!!!

now, exam week.

tmr physic.

haix, sian lor.

study, study, study, but not

a single thing go in.

IDIOT!!!!!!

now pon hari raye!

CAMAT HARI RAYE SUME!!!!!

this friday ade show!

yipee!!!!

show kat seagate.

dinah mom organize it.

after that no more show

i guess for this year.

hmm. . .

that all i guess.

write again next tyme.

Loadx of loves,

HAZIQAH

y must this be happening!!!!

2008-08-29T00:55:00.000-07:00

KA,
the one i LOVE
the one i CHERISH
the one i ADMIRE
the one i CLOSE TOO
the one i MISS ALWAYS
the one who INSPIRE ME
the one who STAY TOGETHER
the one who ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME
the one who will always be in my HEART

KA,
y must we break apart???
after all this happen
gd n bad things,
we will always be together.
Now. . . . . .
KA will not vanish just like tat!
i'll promise eu.
KA spirit will always be there.
we will stay strong together no
matter what.
no obstacle will stop us.
KA for LIFE!!!!!!!

Loadx of loves,
HAZIQAH

Last ndp training 090808

2008-08-10T05:14:00.000-07:00

090808

happy birthday to

SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!

so happy!!!

n. . .

sad. . .

well, its my last

training with the NDP

people.

im gonna miss them!!!!

the irratating Meiling.

Linda who always call

me "DADDY".

Shazwani, the cute girl.

Jia Hui, the so call malay

girl who like to call ppl

"MEOW".

Zul, who like to disturb

ppl in parade.

Kryon, the talkative boy.

"Look in front!!"

hehe.

his favorite line.

cant describe every single

person.

miss them!!!

no more NDP training on saturday.

my saturday gonna be empty.

hope to meet them again!!!!

miss eu all!!!!!!

next topic.

080808

skuwl NDP.

well, quite okie.

the GOH marching, well. .

no comment.

ME, the PC, say the wrong

command at the wrong time.

but able to amend it.

okie.

tat all for now!!!

HAPPY 43th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

Loadx of loves,

HAZIQAH

in school

2008-07-31T21:03:00.000-07:00

yaw!!!!!

now in the comp lab.

well, arent our teacher kind???

do our own thing.

hmm. . . .

today have training.

yeah!!!!!

miss all the babes!!!!

well. . .

everyone doing their own thing.

the guys playing game.

wow!!!!!

like so damn excited like that.

haha!!!!

well nothing to do.

tat all peeps.

till next time!

Loadx of Loves,

HAZIQAH

Jealous????

2008-07-25T23:51:00.000-07:00

i wanna get away from

that jealousy!!

y does that feeling come??

after dumping eu,

hurting eu.

i feel jealous seeing eu with

that girl.

is that jealousy or what??

am i still loving eu??

who stupid idea is it

for the break??

me!!!!

than y do i feel the jealousy??

how do i wanna meke

the feeling dissapear??
tell me!

i dont want to have

that feeling in my heart!!

get out!!!

jealousy just make the

hearts hurt.

but how do i wanna

overcome it??

HELP ME!!!!!

Loads of JEALOUSY,

HAZIQAH

Usual stuff

2008-07-21T03:04:00.000-07:00

well, tmr like the same

have npcc training.

haix. . .

polish boots Haziqah!!!

dont be lazy!

last friday, i did not go for

my dikir training.

sowie eh babes!

national day comin!

so excited.

hehe!!

btw, my face is getting darker n

darker as weeks past.

haix. . .

poor me!

aites!

tat all for now.

Loadx of loves,

HAZIQAH

2008-07-07T03:33:00.000-07:00

well, just come back

from town.

accompany my cousin to

service her phone.

we got lost for awhile.

but found the place in the end.

well, i went shopping yesterday.

it was DAMN fun!!!!!

bought alot of things.

well, this sunday the cousin will unite!

HAZIQAH, DINAH, AMALINA

we going down town together.

tat is the first time we gon

out together after a long time we

have not meet each other.

miss them so much.

and one more thing.

i miss the KA babes alot!!!

miss eu girls!!!!

just cant wait to meet eu girls again.

btw, happy birthday Yana darlings!!!

okie!

tat all.

till i write again!

Loadx of loves,

HAZIQAH

2008-06-29T01:59:00.000-07:00

Long time i nvr write.

well. .

my birthday had just past.

thnx everyone for the

present eu gave me.

i really appreciate it.

n the wishes eu gave me.

well, mly oral just passed.

hmm . .

i dont noe if i

could do tat well.

NDP training was tiring but fun!

last friday(27.06.08) we, the

graduating NCOs have our ROD

but not the acad larh.

it was fun!

funny larh seh!

gonna miss the sec 4 express!

just cant forget thier laughter,

jokes, smiles.

okie

tat all!

Loadx of loves,

HAZIQAH

2008-06-29T01:54:00.000-07:00

Hmm
Whoaaa
Oohhh
Yeahh

You said it wasn't
Gonna be likeIt was before
Then it happened again
Pushing me back
Out the door
Thought it would be
For real this time
Love me forget
About the signs
So now what do I do
Now, that I know
That we're through
Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery
[Chorus:]
Why don't you love me
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
Cause I dunno
What I did to youIf you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
Cause I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna
Stick around
Then, baby
Forget about me
Too late, sorry
I didn't even
Have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby I don't understand
Gave you everything
You asked for
And was ready
To give you a lot more
I would've given
The world
Right in the palm
Of your hand
Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery
[Chorus]
Boy
My heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away
From all the lies
It's up to you
Cause heaven knows
I've tried
Tell me
You're still in love
Yeahhhh
Ohh
[Chorus]
Forget about me
Forget about me
Oh, baby, oh

2008-06-05T04:21:00.000-07:00

Next week start workin.

oh no!!!

visit me if eu want.

at causeway.

find urself wat shop i'll be workin at.

last saturday cant follow KA to the si cilik comp.

Damn!!!

this sat training again!!

just now me, Dinah n her mum accompany

my grangma, or our grandma for her eye check

n her routine check up.

n tat Adam guy.

i told him i will msg him to call me.

but he dont seem to understand wat im talking abt.

every min he called me.

i said later call back i will msg him.

no!!!!

30 min later, he called me back!

quite irratating actually.

after viewing his friendster

i change my mind.

aagrh!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont to be in contact wif him anymore!

not of his looks.

it just tat his friendster got a lot of sexy

gurls pic n its quite disgusting.

sowie if i ignore ur call.

SOWIE!!!

Loadx of Loves,

HAZIQAH

2008-05-29T22:46:00.000-07:00

Hello!!!

hmm. . .

quite awhile i have not been writing.

first of all mly O level finish!!!!!

yahoo!!

second, the ndp training was fun

even though im the only one in my skuwl.

its fun to make more friends.

but kinda awkward cos im ssgt.

than the rest like lower than me larh.

but still got another two ssgt larh.

so not alone.

haha!!

my birthday coming!!!!

yeah!!!

next week start working!!

cant wait!

well, this june holiday not goin anywhere.

just in singapore.

haix. . .

okie.

write next time!

Loadx of Loves,

HAZIQAH

2008-05-09T03:38:00.000-07:00

long tyme tk write.

hmm . .

mid year over!!!!!

yeah!!!

hehe!

well. . .

notin much happen actually.

i also dont noe wat to write.

oh ya!!!

tml goin changi wif KA!!!

gonna be lots of fun!

cant wait!

hehe

klarh

tat all i guess!

Loadx of loves,

HAZIQAH

2008-04-22T02:18:00.000-07:00

Well, last friday got malay oral.
it not so difficult i guess.
hmm. .
than just now english oral.
with mr paul osgodby!!!!(wateva the spelling is)
his quite okie actually.
this saturday have performance!!!
hehe!
our second show!
cant wait!
mid year starting this week too!
english paper this friday!
i just dont want ss!!!
i hate ss!!!
aargh!!!!!
tat all i guess.
write again next time!
calo bete!

Loadx of Loves,
HAZIQAH

2008-04-15T01:11:00.000-07:00

teaching the sec three to be the nco is so damn tough!

all stubborn head lor!

haix!

btw, CONGRATS band!

even though eu guys got silver, it okie.

dont be discourage.

BP band is the BEST!!!!

well. . .

tat day too i went for npdp.

hmm. . .

quite borin actually.

hehe. .

but seeing the flag party was fun.

i wanna make a request to join the flag party next year!

if we got GOLD larh!

this friday mly oral!!!

aargh!!!

wish me luck!!!

okie.

tat all for today!

Loadx of loves,

HAZIQAH

2008-04-05T03:26:00.000-07:00

tml got dikir show!

nervous rabak!!!

bsk abg2 tk blh trn seh. .

sad2. .

11 april abg apiz n abg daeng goin NS.

farewell to both of eu!!!

btw, ACHMAD!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

abg daeng, all the best for ur audition.

i dont noe true or not larh.

i heard from Dinah.

wish we all luck for tml show!!!!!

Loadx of Loves,

HAZIQAH

CRY

2008-04-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry'
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got that whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is goneI'm spinnin round
And deep inside
My tears I'll drownI
'm losin grip
What's happenin
I strayed from love
This is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed'
Cause it's hurtin me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know its no more
I should have never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us part
I didn't give it to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

SPEECHLESS

2008-04-02T08:09:00.000-07:00

cant eu feel wat im trying to tell eu???

must i tell eu???

but y wont eu say it???

i noe eu got sumtin to say to me.

than say it!

y must eu keep it to urself?

eu goin to be gone for a long tyme.

cant eu say anything else other than SAD ?

im quite dissapointed when eu say tat.

oh well!

wat to do since eu dont wanna say anything.

but can eu feel wat i feel after all this???

hmm. . . . . . .

i dont noe larh.

since eu dont wanna say anything,

than i too remain SPEECHLESS.

Loadx of Loves,

HAZIQAH

KAU INGIN KU MILIKI

2008-04-01T07:48:00.000-07:00

Pertemuan yang tiada terduga

Kini kita saling bermesra

Masa berganti hati diubati

Mekarnya cinta mula dirasai

Semakin ingin kucuba luahkan

Engkau masih tidak mengerti

Cemburu terasa musnahlah impian

Lihat engkau terus direbuti

Berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu

Namun kau masih membisu

Kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki

Kau menghancuri hati ini

Ku cuba nyatakan rasa cintaku

Hati masih terus keliru

Andai kau fahami isi hatiku

Yang benar ingin memilikimu

Berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu

Namun kau masih membisu

Kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki

Kau menghancuri hati ini

Usah bandingkan sejarah lama

Kau tahu ku benar setia

Serik ku untuk bercinta lagitakut dirimu disakiti

Berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu

Namun kau masih membisu

Kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki

Kau menghancuri hati ini

Berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu

Namun kau masih membisu

Kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki

Kau menghancuri hati ini

2008-04-01T07:11:00.000-07:00

not tuesday larh!

SUNDAY!!!

dumb!

hate today!

got a very bad FLU!

sowie if i pass to any of eu guys!

just now got no chance to scold the sec 3.

it raining!

haix. .

if not the sec 3 will get it from us one.

hehe.

Loadx of loves,

HAZIQAH

Dikir Show 060408, 290308 Campcraft Comp

2008-03-31T04:09:00.000-07:00

ah!!!!!!!!!

this tuesday dikir show!!!!!!!!

nervous!!!!!

learn new ragam all tat. . .

scared lor. . .

at woodland the show.

open space!!!!

scared!

Scared!!!

SCARED!!!!!!

last sat got np campcraft.

we got top 30!

haix. . .

very dissapointed!!!

all our dreams were shattered!

wat we did seh tat deserve us to get into the top ten???

the shelter finish it within 10 min!!!!

n it look gd lor.

but. . . . .

haix. . .

dunnoe larh. . .

y result come out like tat.

hmm. . . .

tat all for now.

Loadx of Loves,

HAZIQAH

2008-03-27T21:33:00.000-07:00

Hey!!!!

Thnx for being there for me.

i really appreciate it.

i think i could have a better convesation with eu now.

Thnx!!!

n sowie abt the misunderstanding.

hmm. . . .

now studying online.

confusing leh.

prefer studying in skuwl.

our dikir abgS goin NS.

haix. . .

no fun lor.

oh ya!!!

the last week campcraft being postpone AGAIN!!

this saturday is the day.

Tml larh!

how i wish it would not be postpone again.

if not, we goin to have a tiring week again.

sian lor.

must pray hard!

okie.

gonna continue with my assignment.

Loadx of loves,

HAZIQAH

JUST HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-08T21:32:00.000-08:00

Y must eu accuse me of ur relationship????

wat did i do???

eu say eu broke up with him because of me??!!!

WTH!!!!!

AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

i just dont noe y all this happen to me!!!!!!!!!!

in school. . .

at home. . .

my dikir. . .

everyone seems to hate me. . .

im just not fit to be in this world!

i thought by joining dikir, i would make more new friends.

but no!!!!!!!!!!!

instead i make more enemy!

sux life isnt it???

hmm. . . .

Lil' Iqah dead!

090308

2008-01-25T23:10:00.000-08:00

Yesterday got staff sergeant promotion test.

i partner wif NIZAM!

ouh god!

but his okie.

damn nervous lor!

i hope i will pass seh.

yesterday also got dikir prac.

i come late cos of tat promotion test lor.

but yesterday dikir fun lor!!

all becos of tat 'HAFIZAH'! =p

wanna lastic ppl who do wrongly.

than got this little boi!

so cute n chubby!

haha. =)

yesterday got many dudes come for dikir prac.

practice at hall.

so can experience a bit.

i guess.

yesterday ragam also quite confusing seh.

haiyo!

now also sian seh.

notin to do.

really cant wait for our show tis April!

well. . .

tat all peeps

Loadx of loves,

HAZIQAH

2008-01-20T03:57:00.000-08:00

just finish dikir-ing tadi

hahaha

tml got skuwl larh!!

dont want!!!

noe wat??

i admire sumone. .

hmm. .

cant tell yet. .

i dont noe larh..

his quite CUTE actually!

hehe

hmm. . .

klarh.

tat all i wanna say. .

nk go shop!

toddles!

loadx of loves,

HAZIQAH

2008-01-20T01:59:00.000-08:00

woohoo!!!!

i dont need to sit for 'N' level!!!

but need to concentrate for 'O's next year n my malay 'O's this year

still need to sit for mid n end of year!

if i fail this end of year. . .

i need to be retain!!

tat the borin part. .

cant wait for the dikir show. .

hehehe. . .

last friday we alredy learn sum of the ragam. .

cant wait to learn more!!!

well. . .

this few days i been busy wif my skuwl. .

after skuwl got time prac!!!

wth!!!!

tml i still got tuition. .

but lucky seh. .

at my house. .

not outside. .

klarh tat all. .

write more the next tyme!!!

toodles!!!

loadx of loves,

HAZIQAH